RPGgrenade

Doubt anyone knows who I am or even cares, and those that do probably don't come here anymore. But I figured I may as well be active on DA a little bit. So I'll be uploading my art.

As the title says, I'll probably be very much isolated from anything and everything that includes internet activities... because I'm going back to college, and after the horrible display at the finals last semester... well let's just say I have to do really well.... It seems I have an enormous problem with defining myself with the way others see me, which I know is pretty common, but that ONLY happens to me academically, and if I'm in that vulnerable mood from not doing well (like I was last semester and in this nervous moment before starting it again) pretty much anything said to me I will take the wrong way most likely. I've known a lot of

I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT THE TITLE EVEN MEANS BUT I'M USING IT ANYWAY!! So yeah if you saw my  previous journal (I'm not sure how i deleted it and almost no one saw it) I was moping about everything and basically being alittle bitch. All i want to do is motivate myself to do the things i DON'T want to do to be able to get to the things I DO want to do.) But I'm gonna need some help. Now I don't have a community at the moment but i do need help on some things... I have two ultimate goals in life at the moment... literally only two, everything else revolves around it 1. I want to be able to reach 50 meters depth whilst holding my breath, being ab